The Buddha and the Blue Bass (part 1)

•May 27, 2012 • 1 Comment

 

It’s hard to remember how they met each other with their coming from such differing places.

 

The Buddha from a Bay Area factory tooled to mass produce exotic oriental plaster sculptures for visitors to San Francisco’s Chinatown. In fact, He wasn’t a Buddha at all, but was a facsimile of Hotei, a Chinese god of prosperity and good cheer. Somewhere down the line of American capitalist imperialism, Hotei had lost his street cred and his identity for the convenience of consumers, as had every other overweight Chinese deity as all were referred to as Buddhas. And for the convenience of us and our need for a pretty alliterate title, we’ll refer to him as a Buddha as well.

 

Did he start out as white or gold? The keeper’s memory, now feeble, can no longer see the Buddha perched amid the cacophony of dragons and Quan Yins (often called a geisha by the same misinformed consumers). The Keeper had painted the Buddha immediately upon taking him home, mimicking the patina of that famous bronze boar sitting just outside the Villa Borghese in Florence , Italy. His belly glossy gold from pretended rubbings by million greedily wishing fingers while the rest of him receded into the darkness of faux oxidation.

 

The Bass had been painted as well. She hadn’t always been blue. And, she hadn’t always been hanging on the wall either. One spring day as the sun had probed her Ozark mountain lake with its warmth and her fecund belly full of millions of possible basses, the Bass had been ripped out of her comfortable lair, a victim of a combination of her own voracity and hunger and the despotic choice of just the right jitterbug plug by some air breathing fisherman. And once plucked, she had been photographed and awarded posthumous prizes, gladly taken in proxy by her plucker, for her beauty and size and perfection. Then plopped in plaster (from the Bay Area? Not likely), cast by a master taxidermist and presented back to her Plucker, whose home life showed him more a fucker, in the worst terms that that word entails.

 

The trophy Bass was left to the trophy wife in a bitter divorce proceeding and proceeded to collect a trophy amount of dust in a decidedly untrophy-like garage in northern Missouri. Years later, the once plucker’s wife gave the Bass away to the Buddha’s keeper in exchange for undisclosed kindnesses.

 

In the interim, between the Buddha’s purchase and the Bass’s presentation, the Buddha had spent quite a few years in a tiny corner of a succession of the keeper’s gardens, first, in the temperate California sun and then in the wildly fluctuating weather of the Missouri mid-west. He had seen the seasons come and go, Birds flying and fireflies. He had smilingly listened to the summer hum of cicadas and the howl of biting winter winds. Through it all, he had never wavered in his optimism with his arms, perpetually upturned, offering solace and joy to all and every.

 

The Bass, painted a blue mottled version of her natural mottled olive by the Keeper, was an indoor ornament instead. From her perch on the wall of the Keeper’s palace, filled with smells of turpentine and linseed oil, she could peek at the welcoming Buddha when the door was open to the garden. His smile was just as enticing, in a much less hungry way, than the jitterbug plug of her demise. She felt an inevitable kinship with the Buddha through these glimpses whether it was through painting or ornamentalism or the Keeper’s company. And the adventure had not yet begun.

(to be continued)

Antelope of Love

•February 25, 2012 • 1 Comment

The antelope of love

Came bounding toward me.

My camera wasn’t ready.

Film not even loaded.

I had to commit to memory

Her gorgeous leaps and bounds.

The conversation spanned the chasm

From where to who to when

To the more than expectant how.

So sweet her friends were

To grill me while waiting,

Measuring me for fit and fitness.

Past my bedtime, this yet elusive foal that she was,

Enervated me.

What next? What next?

A necking while smooth jazz provided our soundtrack.

She led me up her stairs.

And, once her arms surrounded me, I looked about and asked myself,

“Is this home?”

Aging

•February 25, 2012 • 1 Comment

In my old age

I’ve let go of the hate and anger.

Fear has sat its tired ass down

Exhausted from chasing me through this life.

Uncertainty is just a given

Like a shadow on a hot summer’s day.

Envy had left me years ago with the second wife.

Disappointment is just disappointing

To tell you the truth.

Coveting leads to owning, owning is responsibility,

It all becomes a chore once fulfilled.

I’ve been left with one measly thing,

Love.

I really can’t say I’m good at it,

But I apply it liberally.

It has fostered my once anorexic hope,

And that ne’erdo well faith in humanity.

I have been blessed in the fact

That the negative ninnies of my life

Have abandoned me

Like so many rats on my sinking ship,

To leave me more and more infantile.

A simpleton in love.

 

The First Meeting

•February 12, 2012 • Leave a Comment

You asked me what I would kiss first.
All I could think of was your lips.
Like I kissed them in the nearly empty
But totally smoky bar
In the middle and the end of the world.
They rested like rich rubies on your face,
Shining jewels,
The very stuff of long lost treasures
Guarded by strange and dangerous beasts.
They tasted of beer
Because Kidd forbid you to take a shot
To calm your nerves.
Our blue eyes met and the world disappeared
For an instant.
I only wanted to keep your shy giggling close to me.
Pshawing compliments, as you sipped.
After such a long trip,
Lost in the city, wandering across the plains,
You warm embrace was a welcome end.

Physics

•February 12, 2012 • Leave a Comment

This life,
This dizzying dervish
Of sensation and movement,
Of emotion and action,
Catching in its currents,
Causing the eddies.
It is a constant sea of us,
Of you and me and he and her,
And our accomplishments
And our grand follies.
Our Brownian motions push us apart
And force us together.
Our nuclear attractions
Of infinitesimal forces,
With Oppenheimer-like world shattering outcomes,
Influence our existences
And are causal agents of our own uncertainties.
These surprising collisions
Have outcomes of love
Or friendship
Or hate
Or mistrust
At the point of contact.
But, in Krishna’s blink,
Or geologic time,
That contact lasts only for a time
That can be considered the bare minimum
That time can take.
So much, so dear, depends on that near non-moment
In our subatomic world.

Too many questions, not enough love

•February 11, 2012 • Leave a Comment

Have you ever thought of
The entire person beyond
The facade you have built around him/her?
The one who you have hoisted high
Upon the pedestal?
Do you know the nuances of their character?
The monoliths that anchor them to the ground?
Could your limited perceptions
Colour your entire relationship?
Is it the intersections of inconsistency
That you truly love?
Are the cracks in their character
Really illuminating your self?
Who can ever be sure?
And why such an interrogation,
Dissection of love,
Should ever be, is beyond me…

Secret New World

•February 11, 2012 • Leave a Comment

I am entering a new world,
One dreamed about,
But not dared entered before.
As I walk forward now,
I don’t know the rules, the guidelines.
I assumed it was purely irrational,
Driven by passion and madness,
Leaving destruction in its wake.
But there are rules and protocols.
This world is much more civilized than
The two backed beast that I leave for a moment.
The old paradigms are less than useful.
Communication and negotiation
Guide deliverance and fulfillment.
And my guides and mentors have been more than kind.
There is an acceptance beyond my ken.
and, yes, there is a measure of agony mixed with ecstasy.
And it is alluring and wonderful.
The energy flowing between individuals is endless.
And with the pain comes gentle comfort.
A glowing comfort of home.

 
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